Yikes!

People are not who you think they are.....they are who they want to be....and as much as you hope their feelings for you won't change, you realize that emotions are fleeting.....and your feelings for them change over night....
I feel like that about two of the most important people in my life....sad, isn't it?
Shut down mode has commenced.......

I came, I saw....and on my way to conquer it all

Writers Block is a bitch!
Sooner or later, everything comes crashing down...and most of the time, no one is there to save you but yourself....
So i'm not waiting for anyone to save me this time.....I"m trying to save myself....
And then i realize that as many people as i have around me that love and care for me, I am still alone....
There is a void that needs to be filled within me....no one can fill it...i've been feeling like this for the past year but never expressed.....
Something has to give....what it is, I have no idea....
I can't wait for happiness to find me anymore.....I have to find it sometime soon....
I am at a crossroads.....a breaking point....
I realize that I'm always there for people but most of the time, that feeling is never reciprocated...
I am going to run away 1 day, away from all things trivial......
Please don't dare to search from me....
Writers block is still a bitch!