i realized that i've been alone all my life....tired of being alone......i miss me...... i miss poetry.......i feel dead inside.....can't find the passion in me......it's been gone for a while......maybe its because i'm not happy right now.........i'm partying too much.....reminds me of freshman year......i love talking bout music.......music has changed so much..........i don't like holding on to people.........i feel my strength fading away these days.......i feel like i'm becoming more like my father........i'm pretty and sweet.......i'm random and awkward........Jay-Z will be in Dallas on 04/12..........i like surprises..........i appreciate presents...........Valentine's Day is overrated..........i'm falling into a pitch of darkness.......i feel like i'm walking to a jail cell whenever i'm @ work.........i miss him........i want to disappear.......tokyo or cairo sound perfect..........i'm still mad @ my father...........if anyone choose the easy way out he did.
I think too much..........I live too little.
