breath of fresh air

I had that once, that breath of fresh air, and i can't get enough of it......sad thing is that its long gone.......i miss it.......it was so different, so calming.......brought out a side of me that i haven't seen......i guess i learned that there is so much good in me that i hardly share and fresh air just helped me spread the wealth......i want it back.....but i can't have it.....it belongs to someone else.......don't want to take it away from its happiness......would be selfish on my part.......so i continue to miss the things that i cannot have.......i realize that fresh air only comes about once in a blue moon.....maybe i'll get another chance......maybe fresh air will breathe thru me again......until that day comes though i have to leave fresh air where it belongs........at home.......not with me.