i have this itch to move cities. Actually its an itch to move away from this continent. Going back to Africa sounds so good right now. it would be such a culture shock to go back to Asmara and see the cousins. i want to go to Cairo, maybe even, Abu Dhabi, the land of my birth and experience life all over again. everyday seems to run into the other nowadays, why do i feel like this??? 2006 has been a blessed year and i can only thank God for that, i had my ups and downs but God has shown me through the darkness into the light. I'm thankful for everyone around me and i pray for my loved ones. My prayers were getting a little selfish, i was only praying for myself. I pray for all the ones that i know because everyone deserves a prayer even me. So continue to pray for me.
i'm not happy with my weight anymore, i have to change it. i have to go back to my precollege weight. i can't help but look at pictures and cry sometimes. i have been complaining about not getting any attention from guys in the past year and the problem, i believe, is my weight gain. i can't lie to myself anymore, i just want to feel beautiful again, i just want to be comfortable in my own skin. its funny four years ago i would have looked at someone at my weight as being fat, now, i have to say that to myself.
What we will do for THE PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS!!!
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