Passion dying away!!

Every day that passes me by, i feel even emptier inside. My passion seems to die with every moment that slips through the cracks of my hands. Recent achievements seem worthless. Degrees are just pieces of paper, nothing more, nothing less. Friendship means so much to me but is so overrated for others, thus friendship is overrated. Loyalty might be important to me but not so important to others and so every day my feelings seem to get crushed. I feel like i'm digging a hole for myself. There is no one here to save me but myself but i'm constantly losing myself. My life has been swallowed by a giant whale that doesn't know where its headed, it hungers for more though. My soul seems to survive through all the pain and heartbreak, i don't know how. I guess that's what makes me a strong person. I just want to escape for a while, go somewhere far away from here and just relax.