I thank GOD for 2006. it has been going well so far. i'm so blessed to be where i'm at right now eventhough i feel stuck when it comes to the fact that i'm graduating at the end of this yr and don't know what i'm going to be doing. last yr was not good for me at all, i was not at peace with myself for one reason of the other. my father whom i had not seen in almost 15 yrs passed away and it hit me like a ton of bricks. i didn't cry for him, i cried for my mother. i remember watching him beat her up against a wall when i was only 5. its funny how that is the only memory i have of him. i finally got my car and a new job. i love it, the people are nice and i'm my usual talkative self around them. no guys in the picture as of right now except for dude from denver who i talk to once every a couple of weeks, he makes funny comments about us dating, he won't come out and say anything directly but who cares. I have cut down my partying habits, i'm saving money by doing so.
I have grown so much in the last couple of months, i have learned that only a certain amount of people are looking out for me. i love the idea of loving my friends and i mean that in every way. I'm high of life for the simple reason of how this yr is going, positive right now, and God-willing it will stay on this path. "living my life like it's golden" jill scott!!!
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